formerly dated Theodore Nott for a few years, split up, apparently a sore subject.
somehow met Eddie Carmichael, has 13 year old daughter Alyssa.
currently pregnant with son of Eddie Carmichael, supposedly showing, maybe four/five months along?
father, Benjamin, is still alive and maintaining the same residence.
current residence still maintained with Eddie and Alyssa Carmichael?
still working in the Department of Mysteries, possibly promoted.
friends, Blaise and Ginny, married? about time.
three children, Alina, Lawrence, Milena, who are 15 and 11 years old.
Alyssa Carmichael's mother, Eddie's wife killed in suspicious accident.
Blaise does not like Eddie and believes he killed his wife.
I live a fucked up life.
upper right window to home at Princess Circle is the baby's room, only room with unlocked window, remember to use later. take more money out of my vault to move out of my father's, contact...someone?
Well, this morning was interesting. I think my jihad of sorts last night was useful. I feel bunches better. Aside from the obvious hang over side effects...there are potions for that. If anyone is curious as to what a jihad is, I'll be glad to inform you. That way you won't be too lost if you were concerned with what the hell I might've been talking about.
jihad (n.) An individual's striving for spiritual self-perfection.
I'm so confused. There has been too much going on lately and my mind is plagued with all of these different things. I should be asleep because I have to go to work tomorrow but I can't do that. It's definitely not going to come easy if I try, so I figure why not just jot something down.
Life is not going where I thought it would go. Maybe I'm having too much of a self-reflection moment, but that's what I see.
This is going to be a very exciting month. I would say 'I have a feeling,' but I'm definitely sure of it. There are so many birthdays and parties and celebrations that are going to be going on that I will not be able to get my head on straight. It has increased the normal capacity of that feeling of 'I think I have forgotten something' to sky high, so I spend a lot of time writing things down in my organizer and hoping I don't forget them.
Working hasn't been as high on my list of priorities as it should be, but I can say I blame myself. Training is hard work and I'm sure the job cannot be as hard as the things we do everyday. But, alas, it is required.
A lot of you have been awfully quiet. What's going on? I have been quite out of the loop, I have to say, and I hope that isn't why I have no idea what my friends are up to. I haven't had the frequent visits, I haven't seen the twins, and I'm definitely sure that even Lisa is covered in her wedding planning. Maybe I will just go for a walk.
I don't know what to say. I've been busy in my spare time and haven't had a lot of free time. Lisa, Ginny, I hope you two are well and that your respective partners are out of trouble.
As for me, I've had the entire month off of training. While I regret this decision and occasionally stop back into work to make up for it, it was work it. I did rebuild a lot of things for those of you that were curious, and I even got a new coffee table and couch.
I have to say I haven't seen anyone lately, not even Zabini and his ever annoying presence. I have to either worry that he has decided to plot more bigger and devious things or if he has been tamed by his lovely life partner and children. Then again, I haven't heard from either of the little ones in a while. They seem to take well with stealing their parents' journals.
On the other hand, life has been crawling along. Training is progressing fairly well, I have to say. I hope for the best, of course. I should probably get back to studying. There is going to be a cumulative exam on Wednesday that I am somewhat looking forward to and I must study for that.
Everyone is so very happy. It's so good to know that most of my friends are doing well. Some of you are being very elusive and that is not good, but others of you are cooperating. Who do I need to bother to hear about their lives, hm?
Anyway, this whole training thing is pretty time consuming. I hope to force myself to take time off to spend with all of you. Especially those of you who choose to hide from me. You know who you are. I will find you and convince you to meet me. Or I will find you.
I'm a little tired for now. I will take a quick nap and rain my motherly concern over your heads later.
hopeful
accomplished
contemplative
curious
aggravated